I wanted so much for you,my sweet little baby.
I wanted to change your diapers, not my life.
I wanted to nurse you, not my grief.
I wanted to dress you up, not bury you down.
I wanted to hear the sounds of you crying for me at night, not my own sounds of crying for you, my innocent baby.
I wanted to see you grow, not the grass upon the grave.
I wanted to see you asleep in the crib not in the casket.
I wanted to give you life, not death.
I wanted to show you off, not alone go on.
I wanted to comb your fuzzy hair, not save a lock of it.
I wanted to pick up after you, not put down my dreams for you.
I wanted to hold you in my arms, not this doll.
I wanted to walk you late at night, not my fears.
I wanted so much for you, my newly born, newly gone-child.
I wanted so much more
I wanted so much
I wanted
I wanted you.-MariaLaFond VisscherWell, I made this website to remember my baby boy David! He was born May 11th 2009 and died June 16th 2009. He was so young and so innocent and i was so blessed to give birth to such an amazing baby boy! NEC took his life very quickly and his immune system couldnt fight the infection. I pray every day that he is looking over me and daddy and I pray that he can still feel the love i feel for him. I miss him so much. I always will!
